Saturday, December 01, 2007
@12/01/2007
today i m realli in a fcuking low mood..i suddenly felt something...i dun realli felt being loved or dote by parents most of the time!...every thing i do parents dun seems to agree..everytime i said this...they will sae that!...whts this!...juz somethings i can feel...haiish..as wht i tot parents always dote more on elder son but i dun feel any!....no feel if being love...haiish...like wht...my younger brother wushu...they would sometimes stay n lookw hts he doing...n meet the parents session...i m always trying to behave well in klaz except for sometimes...talk or wht due to boredom!...they havent even meet the teacher they would sae"can i dun go surely u would have bad comments" realli there is a something i felt in my life if i did something wrong juz once...they would think i would do the second time...juz in parents meeting session...juz primary one...i was said as a talkative n have bad learning attitude boi...but i tried to change till now...the comments of teeachers had improved...they would sae this time nv disgrace mi...i realli felt veri..haiish...can i dun stay in this world?whts this!or maybe is bcoz i m loved by them 3years more than my brother?not saying i m jealous...juz that i dun feel ..........haiish...dunno how to describe....so i always write LIFE SUX...haiish,,,i m going to break down soon...haiish...
Labels: i realli hope to change my parents mind propective
